Don’t Give Into the Deception: Reject Abortion and Stand for Life

A video circulated online earlier this week of a young woman speaking at a “Pick Up the Mic” event at the University of Texas, San Antonio. She approaches the man and instead of asking a question, she reads a poem gloating over the assassination of Charlie Kirk.

As disturbing as that was, there was another snippet in there that was equally disturbing, as she shamelessly tells the person at the booth that she took a Plan B pill that morning.

This wasn’t the stereotype of the blue-haired, left-wing lunatic going on an incoherent rant. This looked to be a normal, rather educated, and even attractive college student pridefully proclaiming that she ended the life of the child she had potentially just created.

It was a message: that this spiritual darkness has permeated deep into our culture, and it should be a five-alarm warning to those of us with ears to hear and eyes to see.

I can’t think of anything that has been more deceptive as the issue of abortion. There were even times in my life that although I claimed to be “pro-life,” I gave into the deception to an extent, either to keep the peace between those I was debating or for my own selfish reasons. Much of that changed, however, when I became a father. It wasn’t just the joy I received, but the love my children express in their everyday life. And when it comes down to it, they’re simply happy waking up every day and having the chance to live that life.

Now, Idaho, a state I hold near and dear to my heart having essentially grown up right next to it, and my home state of Virginia have ballots initiatives to legalize the practice. Just the language itself in the initiatives are purposefully ambiguous, meant to cause confusion to voters looking at it.

Here is how Virigina’s Proposition 1 is written on the ballot:

“Question: Should the Constitution of Virginia be amended to (i) protect the freedom to make personal decisions about prenatal care, childbirth, postpartum care, birth control, abortion, miscarriage management, and fertility care; (ii) protect doctors, nurses, and patients from being punished for these decisions; and (iii) allow for restrictions on access to abortion during the third trimester of pregnancy except when the patient’s health is at risk or the pregnancy cannot survive?”

While they at least throw in the “restriction on access to abortion during the third trimester” language, it gives a perception that this was drafted in moderation. But I find no moderation in ending the life at up to six months in the womb. And on purpose, it uses language such as “freedom” and “protection” as if these are virtuous things to mask the actual act of terminating a life.

As is the language of the first deceiver when he approaches Eve in the garden and says, “Did God really say, ‘You must not eat from any tree in the garden?’” (Gen 3:1). “My body, my choice,” doesn’t take into account the body inside the womb. Abortion clinics are called “Planned Parenthood,” though there seems to be nothing planned about terminating the life of an unborn child. “Restricting abortion access will put women at health risk,” completely ignores the fact that each abortion puts each child at nearly a 100% risk of losing their life. “Fetal Viability” is thrown around as if there is a day, hour, or minute that the baby suddenly has enough “value” or is deemed that it can survive outside of the womb, when it reality, it would take a child several years to be able to survive outside the womb without the nurturing care of an adult.

And maybe the most deceptive of all, “Safe, legal, and rare,” has turned into the young woman above who brags about the potential murder of her unborn child, for whenever the argument of “exceptions for rape and incest” come up (which many on the conservative side are willing to concede), rarely does it stop there, as the propositions demonstrate.

In the end, there’s no comfortable way of saying it, but abortion is murder. It is the intentional killing of an innocent life, and we should not lie to ourselves that it is anything other than that. For if we continue to allow this practice on a large scale, I fear that God will not spare us from His judgement, as he didn’t spare the Israelites—His “chosen” people—of judgement when they indulged in their own forms of spiritual darkness. Thus, if we don’t hold the line and reject this evil, I fear it will be our children and grandchildren who will be the ones who will likely suffer behalf than us who are responsible for it. And sadly, many unborn children already have suffered.

There is one last deception the devil will try to pull on us when it comes to abortion, one that Satan will use with any type of sin. He will make us feel irredeemable, that we are too far gone, and that there is no possible way we can make our way back into grace. In this, we easily harden our hearts, give into despair, and end up rejecting God and His order. But it doesn’t have to be this way.

For those who have ever had an abortion procedure, been involved in the industry, or convinced a significant other to get one, there is always a chance of repentance and redemption. I am a testament of this. Being a sinner that is unworthy of His love, I have received His forgiveness, and there is no sin so great that He can’t redeem. And while we must fight to hold the line against this evil, we can also show love by praying for those riddled with this guilt to seek forgiveness, accept the free gift of salvation, and turn their life over to Jesus.

Thus, I again urge those living in States where these propositions are on the ballot to reject them, and to take a stand for life. The soul of our nation, as well as our very own souls, may be on the line.

“Here I am, Lord. Send Me!” (Isiah 6:8) – Reflecting on Charlie Kirk One Year Later…

Not a day goes by that I haven’t thought about Charlie Kirk since his martyrdom.

And to this day, I still find myself getting emotional, remembering the feeling of guilt from my own personal failings and lack of faith that contrasted with the way he lived his life. So much so, that I felt compelled to write about it—or more accurately, confess my sins. For the thought kept running through my mind that day was “Charlie Kirk took the bullet I deserved.”

Original Post: Charlie Kirk Took the Bullet I deserved

I imagine it was quite similar to how Peter felt after he had denied Christ before He was sent to the cross. Thankfully, that wasn’t the end of Peter’s story. Nor was it the end of mine.

In honor of Charlie and his organization, I ended up buying a t-shirt that pictures him with his fist in the air. And since then, I’ve worn it as a reminder that his death could be a turning point in my life. On that shirt is a quote from Isiah 6:8, “Here I am, Lord. Send me!” So this week, I decided to revisit that passage, and what it can mean for those with ears to hear and eyes to see.

Israel and Judah were going down dark paths during the times of the prophets (approximately between 800 and 400 BC, give or take a century), including the worship of foreign gods, drunkenness, sexual immorality, and even child sacrifice. Though we remember the prophets for their righteousness, faithfulness, and courage, they didn’t exactly have a fun job. It meant telling people things they didn’t want to hear and confronting rulers of their wickedness, and then some.

They nicknamed Jeremiah the “weeping prophet,” for not only was he in constant despair because the Jews would not listen to his warnings, but they punished him for it, going so far as to throwing him in a cistern. Ezekial laid on his side in public for over a year as a sign of Israel and Judah’s sin against God. Hosea was instructed to marry a prostitute, of whom after they had a few kids together, left him to re-enter the workforce (to symbolize Israel’s adulterous spirit towards God). And Jonah… well he got swallowed by a flippin’ whale! Enough said!

What’s striking about Isiah in Chapter 6, is when the Seraphim (aka angels) approach him to give him his calling of prophecy, his first though wasn’t “Of course you’re coming to me, because I’m the man,” like many of us would. His exact words were “Woe to me! I am ruined! For I am a man of unclean lips…” (6:5). Or in other words, “Oh crap! Daddy’s home and he has his belt off ready to unleash fury! I knew I shouldn’t have back talked to mom!”

It was a reaction rooted in humility, recognizing he was unworthy of their presences as a sinner. To which one of the Seraphim offered him a burning coal, and once it touched Isiah’s mouth, atoned for his sins. And when the voice of the Lord indicated He had a message to deliver and asked, “Whom shall I send,” Isiah responded simply and boldly, “Here I am. Send me!”

He didn’t ask, “well what’s the message,” and after receiving the message (which was full of doom and gloom for the people he was to deliver it to), he didn’t go, “Gee God, isn’t there somebody else who can deliver it? I’m just an ordinary guy!” He would go on to deliver his prophecies with conviction.

Isiah, as well as the other prophets (with the exception of Jonah, and well… we know what happened to him), would go on to fulfill their duties faithfully and obediently. And though their jobs weren’t fun, they were instrumental in God’s plan, particularly when it came to the foretelling of the coming Messiah.

And for all the guilt I felt on the day of Charlie Kirk’s death, I couldn’t imagine the guilt Peter felt when he denied his Lord those three times in the courtyard. Because when it comes down to it, as Isiah rightfully understood, all of us have fallen short of the glory of God. Each of us has sinned, and deserve the death He endured. Yet, through His love, Jesus took it upon Himself to pay our debt on the cross. And after He conquered death and rose from the dead, he saw his disciple Peter again, where he asked him three times, “Peter do you love me?” Peter responds with, “Yes, of course I do,” to which Jesus responds accordingly.

“Feed my sheep.”

Peter was forgiven. He was given a clean slate… another chance. And with that, he would go on to courageously spread the gospel under the threat of immense persecution. He became instrumental in the foundation of the early church, and legend says that when they finally decided to crucify him for his faith, he request that he be crucified upside down, for he was unworthy of dying in the same manner of his Lord and Savior.

In the end, he answered the same call as Isiah. “Here I am. Send me!”

If you’ve read any of my posts, it’s no secret that I’m a bit concerned about the direction of the United States. I’m concerned because I believe, just like the ancient Israelites, that we are prone to biblical judgement as a nation, and we’ve permitted much evil while shining our personal idols. I believe we’re under spiritual attack, that Satan would love nothing more than to see America divided… to see America fall. This can easily be seen by not just those who mock his death, but by all the podcasters, influencers, and others who have used his death for their own fame and financial gain, even to the point where they attack his widow and the organization he ran. And I believe it is no coincidence Satan took out one of the most effective and influential leaders of our generation.

I also know that Satan is arrogant, and in his arrogance, is blind to the almighty power of God. His memorial became probably the biggest proclamation of the gospel in the history of the Earth, and inspired many of us to turn back to God, to be better versions of ourselves… to not just get in the race, but to finish it, so we too can hear the words, “Well done, good and faithful servant,” when it becomes time to meet our maker.

Yes, he inspired many of us… myself included.

So, for my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ, I pray this day that we may become the type of Christians that will answer the call. I pray that we will look at where our faith my be lacking, so that we can work and prepare for the day we may be called to act righteously. For some, it may be simply opening your bible for the first time in years. For others, it may be volunteering for a church group, or going to a schoolboard meeting to speak out on an issue when nobody else is willing to. And for some, it may mean we confront those out of love that are engaging in evil or self-destructive behaviors, even at the risk of looking foolish or losing friendships. Because listen or not, like the prophets, you gave them a chance, and you will be rewarded in the end.

I have a long way to go, and I’m not sure if I’ll ever get to the level of faithfulness as Charlie Kirk. But I know that I’m much farther along than I was a year ago on this date. And I don’t intend on going back either.

I intend to be a man after God’s heart, like Charlie. I intend to be a man that when called, will reply boldly with, “Here I am Lord. Send me!”